One wield discovery that changed my life

Whatever you are looking for, you have it within you.     You just need a simple boost to open your eyes.

 Isidore Goodfellow

By KC from Sunnyvale, CA (http://thesecret.tv/stories/stories-read.html?id=2594)-When I look back on my past life, I can hardly believe I am now the same person. I am so happy and at peace! It was not always this way. I was blind to my good for over 30 years. As a little girl, I was raped hundreds of times by my father. I developed epilepsy (I think as a way to escape). I became a social outcast. My mother was in and out of mental hospitals her whole life, and my home for a while was an old station wagon we parked at the city dump. My food was supplied by the nearby KFC dumpster. As a young adult, I quit high school and became addicted to drugs and all sorts of destructive behavior. My life looked bleak and I was convinced it was just my lot in life to suffer hard and play the part of damaged loser. I managed to get a college degree, but subsequently found I could not hold a job more than three months. After being fired from my 34th (or so) job, I lost it and became more depressed than ever; I was trying so hard to better my life! I was on Prozac, Wellbutrin, and a host of other drugs the doctors thought would normalize me. Didn’t work. Every day I prayed God would let me die. I then married a man I didn’t love, because I thought I’d be homeless if I didn’t. I kicked the drug habit but spent my days sleeping and watching TV; anything to block out reality. My transformation began with my first visit (at my older half-sister’s urging) to the church of Religious Science, whose teachings are a lot like those contained in The Secret. They told me profound things that got me thinking in the right direction, things very new to me like, “Just because you exist, you are great,” etc. But it wasn’t until watching The Secret that I experienced truly profound transformation. One area (of many) I had always been blocked in was making enough money to survive on my own. One night, after watching The Secret for like, the 23rd time, I got up, went to my computer and, after sitting in my chair requesting the Universe guide me in finding a fun, easy, high paying job, I put the words “forensic” and “videography” in my search engine (because I enjoy anything related to both). What should pop up but the actual field of Legal Videography! I was so excited I just knew that was the career for me…

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